I sit quietly at my desk at work typing the hours away wondering how I got here.
I can't control circumstances in my life, the hand that was dealt to me, but I can
control my reactions. We all know life is a game of chance but hard work will always
pave the way to success even if it's just the spiritual kind which in the end is the only achievement
that matters to me. I want to make a difference of some kind, to somebody, to myself and that means
come out of my turtle shell, lose all fears and realize sometimes you just gotta be bold.
Sometimes I feel alone. Not the alone type feeling that I seek to enjoy but the "no one understands what
I feel right now feeling". Even though I am surrounded by so many people
who love and support me, there are days I feel so detached from the world.
I feel cold, lost, angry, betrayed, even as if I am locked in a prison...................
but I do have the wisdom
to know that that feeling will pass and I will be freed.
PLAY IT LOUD
Boulevard of Broken Dreams
"I walk a lonely road
The only one I have ever known
Don't know know where it goes
but it's home to me and I walk alone